Kenapa mcm tu?
Alhamdulillah, lepas bertunang ni relationship I & Mr.H bertambah rapat n mesra.. kami selesa bercerita pasal wedding plans, career + businesses, future plan *nak settle down kat mana, pasal baby, pasal hari tua etc* YES, we both sangat happy n I totally bersyukur perangai hot tempered tu dah banyak kurang n jadi lebih memahami Mr.H seadanya..
But dugaan datang bukan dr hubungan with Mr.H.. tapi from my future in-law family! We didnt hate each other or what, it just that ade beberapa perkara yg buat I rasa terasa kecik hati. Dulu before tunang, I sangat rapat with Mr.H's family in fact till now pun rapat but ade terdengar suara2 yg x sedap ditelan came fr FMIL n his opah. It started fr comments about the tunang ceremony, then the change of reception plans, about my new biz bla bla.. I did talked to Mr.H about this matter tapi dia ckp maybe I yg cepat terasa n take those comments way too serious *yelah, mestilah u back-up ur mom*..
I banyak2kan berdoa kpd Allah, buangkan rasa -ve dlm hati ni, belajar terima kritikan coz kita x boleh nak pleased semua org.. Masing2 ada citarasa or plan diorng n they can say or do whatever they feel right.. Mr.H selalu pesan, jgn amik peduli ckp2 org, just worry about youself n try to give the best of u.. Herm, sejuk hati bila Mr.H sangat +ve in handling critical situation *even in his life n business matter* even he's 2 years younger than me, he's so matured n very wise! *thats d reason why I love him so MUCH!*
Adat manusia, mudah tergoda dgn godaan syaitan, ada kala I akan teringat2 n rasa marah tu datang balik.. cepat2 beristigfar!
p/s: maafkan penggunaan bahasa tunggang langgang ni sbb ni kata dr hati yg x di edit! Juga doakan kesejahteraan hidup aku & bakal mertuaku ini.
6 comments:
insyaallah, jgn sedey2, abby doakan semua plan2 diana termakbul and going smoothly as what have both of you planned ok......
semoga semuanya berjalan lancar antara both sides :)
sabar byk2 eh.. mcm my amad ckp, kite masing2 kne kuat tuk pertahankan hubgn tu..lagi2 da tunang, lagi byk dugaan! caiyuk diana!
abby, dimple & faratul: thanks 4 ur concern.. ;)
alhamdulillah, semua dah ok skang ni.. kita dgn keluarga sendiri pn kadang2 terasa hati, ni plak dgn 'bakal keluarga' yg baru2 nak kenal.. lps ni i kene be less sensitif.. teguran ada kebaikannya.. so chaiyok!
i pun sama kena camtu gak.. recently i discuss dengan my parents i nak joint reception but my family taknak because our side pun dah ramai.. sedih gak. tapi nak buat macamana.. sabar jela kan :) everything happens for a reason.
beb, same with me.....
kita ber2 tgh berperang dengan diri sendiri actually...I slalu pun kene mcm U but I masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri...if I simpan, memang kita xleh nk simpan... Yang mana yang baik, ikutkan jerr.....at last nnti baru dieorg surrender mcm i punya situation skrg...mula2 semua nk dgr dieorg punya opinions but the end "AKU JUGAK"
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