forgive but NOT forget

I was stunned tapi mengapakah...??

Ptg tadi me n my girls went to The Curve. Kami jalan2 dan survey2 barang utk party and shopping for birthday present seseorang. Well, kitorang habis kan masa kat sana pun kejap je sbb plan to sambung lepak2 minum kat area shah alam je. On our way back walking from The Curve to Ikea,  *we parked our car there* I bumped into an old friend of mine which happened to be my bff long time ago.

*we used to be called as 'belangkas' n whenever i go sumwhere alone, ppl will asked where's she and same goes to her sbb jarang2 kitorang x bersama2. We've been bff for 10 years but there were something bad happened to our friendship which totally can't be mend. I was sad, my heart was broken but let bygones be bygones. I am totally happy now. I am surrounded with beautiful people in my life; my fiance, my 'stepford wives' girls, my 'gang goreng pisang' girls * in high school*, my primary school girls, gang2 'gvrjuna' boys & girls and fb & bloggers. Yeah, life must go on and i choose to be positive and keep looking for the best the world could offer. Oh ah, dah melalut jauh ni..*

Ok, i wasnt ready to see her or hear her voice or whatever. I just dont. Sementara luka2, marah2 ni ade dlm hati i, i mmg xnak jumpa dia in-person. Cukup just tau she's doing ok through FB. Dat's all. Masa kitorang tersempak tadi all i can do was giving her d most skeptical smile ever. Hah enuff said!

p/s: i accidentally scratched my sister's brand new honda city. tho its just very2 minor but she's totally pissed off at me as she just got d car a month ago. im really2 sorry sis.  :(

Till then,

Daa~

FEWIT! *part II*

Salam semua,

I sangat2 happy sbb I dah fully recovered dr sakit. Alhamdulillah semua ok, cuma doc advised i utk jaga makan, ikut time since perut i ni produced too much acid. *kalau boleh 6-8 meals a day, boleh ke?*

Now nak sambung cite pasal FEWIT ari tuh..

Since tarikh FEWIT ni on the 19-21hb Feb, awal2 lagi i dah siap2 prepare nak overnite at fmil's hse sbb senang esok pagi2 boleh terus bertolak fr gombak *x kuasa nak bangun pagi2 drive fr s.alam*. So, siang on 18hb tu i dah planned with all mr.H's friends nak buat surprised kat WeddingsMedia office since mr.H's birthday is on d 19th. Bukan nak celebrate ape pun, i just made him kek batik which is mr.H's favourite n he onced told me dah lama dia x makan kek tu. So i pun buat la.

Sesampai kat office, semua buat2 busy and ade yg tgh main carrom, so mr.H joined. I amik kesempatan tu curik2 masuk bilik partner mr.H and bersusah payah menghidupkan candle sbb bilik tu gelap gelita. Once ready, mr.H's friend turn off all d lights n i keluar fr d room sambil menyanyi2 lagu "Happy birthday la la la". We all berjaya buat surprise n he looked malu2 but sengih2 la kan. From d look of my cake nampak mcm moist choc cake, but after he cut d cake, mr.H ckp "Na, ni kek batik kan? Bestnya sayang.." *i sangat terharu ok even kek tu biasa2 je tp sgt hepi bila dihargai n kawan2 mr.H pn ckp sedap, yay!*

Next morning around 11am we all bertolak to PD. All d way from gombak to tol sg besi, i tertido sbb mengantuk sgt *dat nite i had d worst mosquitoes attack*. On dat day, we all convoy with 8 cars in total n d rest came on saturday sbb x dpt cuti. We all checked in at Regency Tg. Tuan and we were split into 2; boys n girls penthouse. The unit was so cantik n sgt2 luas n selesa. There were 4 rooms n mine was d master room with seaside view. ;)

On d first day aktiviti x berapa pack sangat. Mula2 we had lunch at kedai2 makan area Teluk Kemang then balik for freshen up. Bila cuaca redup sket, aktiviti wajib mestilah berenang2 di kolam. *nak mandi laut mcm takut sbb baru2 ni kan masuk news about a man was attacked by unknown creature dlm laut kat area resort kitorang, tp after pool, i terjun laut kejap sbb rindu air laut, ghehhe*

Malam we had dinner n mereka2 tlh planned surprised bday to mr.H again. So dia tiup candle 2x pada umur 26thn ni. *bestnya*

On d next day ada aktiviti beach volley ball *my team kalah teruk sbb semua x pandai main*, beach soccer with kain pelikat *my team won 1st place* and sukaneka *we won 2nd place* but overall our team falls to 3rd place. I sgt hepi sbb my target was to beat team mr.H and we did as mr.H's team was in d last place. *bluek bluek padan muke* Aktiviti malam like usual ade bbq, nyanyi2 n lepak bersantai and ditutup dgn acara penyampaian hadiah.

On d last day, pada awal pagi is acara terjun kolam n aktiviti banana boat *some of them yg naik banana boat tu injured sbb d boat 'driver' jatuhkan bdk2 ni dkt area yg banyak batu2 ditambak n ada yg balik berdarah2* Mr.H n i x join sbb we all takut. So, kami bercanda di tepi kolam sahaja.

Here are some of d piccas..

 

mari ke port dickson

  

 FEWIT Ex-Hillcrest '84

 

mr.H with his bday cake

  

canopy utk kami berteduh dr cahaya sang suria yg menusuk kulit

  

tu akak tgh posing nak tunggu bola

  ni akak ddk coaching kat luar padang sbb aksi mulut lg banyak dr aksi tangan

nampak x akak tgh kejar bola tu. sgt gigih kan?  

  

 ni acara sukaneka. 

namanya passing rubberband using straw.

acara build team's castle

we were d sea horse!

 

 ade rupe seahorse x?

castle kitorang dpt no. 2

 

  

 ni team mr.H

team siput sedut

  

ni plak team belut elektrik

team ni overall dapat no.1 

  

 ni team tapak sulaiman

utk acara ni team ni dpt no.1

overall dpt no. 2

  

 happy kan?

  

 ni nak masuk dlm majalah mempelam

salah seorang mangsa banana boat

Nampaknya itu je la entry kali ni. Ade banyak cite lain tapi tgk mood akak dulu eh. Kalau rajin akak share ok.

Till then,

The worst gastric attack, EVER!

Just to let you guys know that im not in a good condition since d day i got back from PD. I had a bad sore throat, high fever & most of all worse gastric i ever had. Since i was in primary school i mmg ade gastric pun dah lama jgk x kene gastric attack until lately. *if this not get a proper treatment, it will cause gastric cancer, and i hope its not!*

i did google and found this article regarding d symptoms2 i have now but only a few je yg i feel such as nausea and vomiting, diarrhea, heartburn fatigue and weight loss. now my weight is around 36kgs and if this gets worse, im afraid i boleh jadi kurus kering.

so, tomorrow im going for a checkup and hopefully my condition is ok. i want to get healthy soon. i want to go out instead terperap je kat rumah sbb my head's spinning mcm baru lepas naik buaian pusing2 kat Genting tu. X suke...

p/s: please, please doakan i!

Hitam itu Menawan

Saya sudah pulang.. yay yay!

Pulang dari trip FEWIT di Tanjung Tuan Recency Resort, PD. Oh my! Aktiviti yg sgt best and i dah jadi hangus terbakar.


Nak cite pasal whole event ni sgt la panjang sbb kitorang ade je aktiviti yg kene buat and sangat la menjerihkan sebabnya ialah masalah cuaca. I x tau la kat tempat lain mcm mana but dekat PD cuaca amat, paling, terPANAS sangat2.. sampai pedih2 kulit ni lagi2 bila terkena air laut..


Now i still sakit2 badan, kepala n nak demam ni.


So, nanti i sambung cerita togther with d photos ya! Akak mau beradu kejap sbb mata dah separuh je ni coz tadi dah telan ubat selsema.



Till then,

Daa~

FEWIT! Its Mr.H's birthday

Tomorrow is Mr.H's 26th birthday..

and..

we are going to Port Dickson to celebrate it!

actually..

it's his high school reunion trip for students badge year 2001.. i menumpang sekaki je.. plus i dengan semua kawan2 Mr.H mmg sekepala.. *the trip is called FEWIT a.k.a. February’s Event “Wowwwy” Irresistible Tour*

we'll be staying at The Regency Hotel and i've never been there.. hopefully tempat tu ok la.. Ramai participants for this trip.. almost 40 org; boys n girls, husbands n wives.. sure best giler!!

bdk2 ni semua excited siap tempah baju for teams masa nak main sukaneka nanti.. tema utk trip ni sea creatures.. and my group is Kuda Laut n we'll be wearing yellow t-shirt.. I dengar ade banyak game yg organizer plan.. i hope my team menang.. I dah siap2 'bersukan' sket2 kat rumah, buat stretching etc sbb i risau nanti kat sana ade yg cramp la, terseliuh la sbb i dah lama x main sport ni.. *dulu masa skola, akak ni ratu sukan tau*

Im soooo excited! Yay..

 ni la t-shirt kitorang nanti. my team kaler kuning.

ni nama kumpulan2 masa sukaneka nanti. yellow team is d sea horse!

p/s: kalau i hitam nanti mcm mana eh? blasah je la.. janji enjoy!! weee~

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOOBOO!

i LOVE u

so much!

Till then,

Daa~

Career baru *i wish*

Puh puh! Dah bersawang plak blog ni..

Okeh, lama kan x story mory update pasal diriku ini. Banyak sbb antaranya malas *lg suke baca u all punya entry je*, then i xde hot story nak share.

Well, actually on Monday i have to temankan ayah pegi hukm buat checkup mata. My dad is 61yrs old and he's a govt pensioner. My dad ni ade diabetes n as u all know org yg ade diabetes ni senang dpt penyakit2 lain kan coz bdn dah x kuat nak layan penyakit. One of his penyakit is glaucoma and he needs the surgery as soon as possible. If the disease did not get proper treatment, my dad could go blind. Actually he did d surgery last year and it cost thousands of RM but the penyakit dtg lagi sbb penyakit kencing manis tu makes d urat saraf didnt function well. *oh poor my dad, i love u ayah* Anyone here who have any experience with this matter, plz share how u handle it. My dad ni kadang2 degil x nak jaga his kesihatan elok2. I yang selalu bising2, dah macam mak tiri plak. *sigh*

While waiting for my dad at hukm, i went to pappa rich sumwhere around dat area and guess what, i got a call from G company n asked me to come for an interview on wednesday *its today*. I was excited + so nervous coz its been a while since i quit my last job *currently i kerja sendiri*. At d first place, i planned x nak kerja makan gaji coz i prefer kerja sendiri but thinking yg we are getting married n after married sure nak beli rumah this n dat, one of us mesti sacrifice ade kerja tetap. *senang apply for loan bla bla, kata tunangku*

So, i just got back fr d interview and alhamdulillah it went well *aku je yg perasan ok kot, ahaha* the interviewer was a malay lady in her late 30's i think.. sangat2 baik n x banyak songeh tanya yg bukan2 *i applied for marketing executive* i really hope i got this job sbb d company *actually its a factory* sangat dekat to my hse, its a 7mins drive, they provide meals; 2x sehari which area breakfast n lunch, parking free and yg best after interview tadi, semua candidates were given rm20 cash as token dah bersusah payah dtg interview *kira nak cover duit minyak toll bla bla* best x korang rasa? sgt prihatin company ni kan?

I x sabar nak gi shopping baju2 kerja sbb baju2 lama i dah kasik kat charity. *dgn harapan dpt kerja ni*

p/s: kawan2, doakan i dapat kerja ni ye! thanksss..  ;)

Till then,

Daa~

Inikah DugaanMu, Ya Allah?

Orang kata bila dah bertunang ni, kita ni 'darah manis'..

Kenapa mcm tu?

Alhamdulillah, lepas bertunang ni relationship I & Mr.H bertambah rapat n mesra.. kami selesa bercerita pasal wedding plans, career + businesses, future plan *nak settle down kat mana, pasal baby, pasal hari tua etc* YES, we both sangat happy n I totally bersyukur perangai hot tempered tu dah banyak kurang n jadi lebih memahami Mr.H seadanya..

But dugaan datang bukan dr hubungan with Mr.H.. tapi from my future in-law family! We didnt hate each other or what, it just that ade beberapa perkara yg buat I rasa terasa kecik hati. Dulu before tunang, I sangat rapat with Mr.H's family in fact till now pun rapat but ade terdengar suara2 yg x sedap ditelan came fr FMIL n his opah. It started fr comments about the tunang ceremony, then the change of reception plans, about my new biz bla bla.. I did talked to Mr.H about this matter tapi dia ckp maybe I yg cepat terasa n take those comments way too serious *yelah, mestilah u back-up ur mom*..

I banyak2kan berdoa kpd Allah, buangkan rasa -ve dlm hati ni, belajar terima kritikan coz kita x boleh nak pleased semua org.. Masing2 ada citarasa or plan diorng n they can say or do whatever they feel right.. Mr.H selalu pesan, jgn amik peduli ckp2 org, just worry about youself n try to give the best of u.. Herm, sejuk hati bila Mr.H sangat +ve in handling critical situation *even in his life n business matter* even he's 2 years younger than me, he's so matured n very wise! *thats d reason why I love him so MUCH!*

Adat manusia, mudah tergoda dgn godaan syaitan, ada kala I akan teringat2 n rasa marah tu datang balik.. cepat2 beristigfar!

p/s: maafkan penggunaan bahasa tunggang langgang ni sbb ni kata dr hati yg x di edit! Juga doakan kesejahteraan hidup aku & bakal mertuaku ini.

Siang or Malam... Buffet or Hidang?

Ku di dalam dilema...~

Last weekend i was invited to a wedding of my very old friend.. gang zaman sekolah yg almost 11 years x jumpe.. omg how time flies so fast!

The wedding took place at Dewan MBSA and it was my first time menjejakkan kaki ke sana.. The dewan looked a bit old n usang *maybe d deko was not so heavy n simple kot*. Also, its my first time attend wedding melayu yg ala mat salleh gitu . The bride n groom biasalah pakai tux n dress plus d maid of honor pun xnak kalah, d dress sangat seksi *kalau tunduk n membongkok confirm segala rahsia khazanah sure terserlah ok*, then ade sesi slow dance from d pengantin etc.

I tak kisah with all that but yg agak sakit mata was sesi makan2 adalah secara buffet and dlm dewan looked so tunggang langgang with ppl come n go.. pengantin x dapat attention fr guess *well, they were totally ignored* I feel so kesian but takkan i nak pegi kat mic buat announcement plak kan..

The issue here is i plan to hold my reception kat dewan / garden wed *since joint reception dibangkang of fmil, sad ok* and nak buat time tghari dan makan secara hidang / dome style. This time bangkangan dtg fr my mom. She said kenduri during day time sesuai utk buffet sahaja sbb guest x suka tunggu lama2 for d aturcara yg panjang2.. diorng ada banyak kenduri to attend kat tempat lain.. Well, it does make sense *betul x?* If buat waktu malam, the guest boleh attend 1 je wedding *at least* and boleh tunggu sampai aturcara tamat. I kinda agree with that.

Hurm hurm.. bila reception malam, acara mengambil gambar agak terbatas n waktu nak bergedik with tetamu pun pendek.. Hati ni berbelah bagi sbb banyak pros n cons that need to be considered. But whateva it is, i still got plenty of time to think and do surveys *sbb kata putus tarikh still x dicapai okeh!*

And for now, i mmg x fikir sangat about my wedding coz kepala otak ni sibuk memikirkan pasal new business yg bakal di launch dlm masa terdekat ni. *yesterday ade meeting with mr.besi utk menyiapkan design yg dikehendaki, alhamdulillah semua bisa urusin... poket pun mungkin akan menipis seketika!*

p/s: Masih merindui rakan2 gang2 goreng pisang *gelaran diberi masa skolah dulu, dtg dr mulut cabul pn pengetua masa perhimpunan*
Ada sesi merabakkan anak tekak pada 22hb ni..!!

Till then,

Daa~

Ready? Get set... Go!!

Puh puh.. nak naik bersawang blog ni.. lama nya x update!

Actually, i ni sangat la busy with my biz sampai x terlarat nak blogging..
Plus, past few days been so bored.. nothings new to update..





EXCEPT





Im gonna expand my biz together with a new partner..

Biz apekah itew? Jeng jeng jeng...

Akan diberitahu kelak after semua preparation sudah complete..

I hope u guys doakan semua berjalan lancar & plz do support us ya! :)

Till then,

Daa~

Goodbye 2009... and Hi 2010!

Wow new year with new resolutions..

Most of all, counting days to d BIG day *tho datenya xda lagi* ahaha weekend ni insyaallah both of Mr.H family & mine will have a dinner meeting to discuss about d date.. weehooo!! :)

Oh tahun baru banyak yg nak dicapai.. tp yg amat, paling, ter PENTING skali

• totally free fr nokitina dr badan *rasa mcm every year resolution nih, hehe*
• gain my ideal weight which is 45kg *food is my new bff now*

Last nite, ade steamboat party @ Mr.H's office and itulah permulaan 2010 food bff.. i eat and eat and eat *paksa actually* even perut dah full.. rasa mcm buruk perangai tapi I need to gain weight badly plus steamboat ni bukannya boleh menggemukkan sgt kalau makan banyak pun kan.. vege + soup + balls..

Today im going to my dear friend's house in Sg Buloh.. nak tolong deko2 ape yg patut for her son's akikah.. *nanti boleh jumpa tuan punya MG, yay!*

Till then,

Daa~